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My Usually EP

by Alex Gratop

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1.
Road Signs 04:02
"What are you doing?" is a question that I ask myself often now Wasing away all the time I'm given I beat myself down Mapping routes, act it's figured all out Take a seat, what's that difference in one week? Why do I feel so tired? When all I do is sit on the sidelines I've got it all, what everyone wants but I'm messed up and can't read the road signs "What are you doing?" is a question that I ask myself often now Spending my nights, wishing that I was someone else Speaking words that I'm not proud of Spinning lies, acting parts I made up Why do I feel so tired? When all I do is sit on the sidelines I've got it all, what everyone wants but I'm messed up and can't read the road signs I bury my head in my sheets To escape from my insecurity Quarter life, though that crisis was a lie But these future plans are making battle signs x2 "What are you doing?" is a question that I ask myself often now Wasing away all the time I'm given I beat myself down Why do I feel so tired? When all I do is sit on the sidelines I've got it all, what everyone wants but I'm messed up and can't read the road signs So I lay down and close my eyes And attempt to compose what's in my mind It all feels empty, I'm a ship with no sea Is there anyone giving out clarity?
2.
All I Can Do 03:46
3.
My Usually 03:46
Waking up feeling more tired than when I went to sleep Is this turning into my usually? Brush my teeth, make my bed, fix my hair and let the routine Fill me up to block out the anxiety But then on my side, take a look at me When everyone still acts like they are just 17 I don’t play that league, but somehow I’m still earning trophies I’m waking up hung over again And it’s easy to see that everything has changed in a weekend Don’t blame me, don’t blame me, oh yes blame me My pride is taking over again Just a test of my faith, there will be no need to worry But deep inside, deep inside, I’m burning alive Taking walks by myself try and work through these battle scenes Directed by my insecurity and stupidity I tell myself “wait it out” there really is not one thing That I won’t put off ‘til the morning, I’m so damn good at avoiding What’s really going on, in this life of mine I’ll put off answering that for just the millionth time It’s not hard to find, an excuse to go and self-destruct tonight I’m waking up hung over again And it’s easy to see that everything has changed in a weekend Don’t blame me, don’t blame me, oh yes blame me My pride is taking over again Just a test of my faith, there will be no need to worry But deep inside, deep inside, I’m burning alive And now I’m feeling lost and alone, can’t make it on my own All I need is someone by my side to help me through the night Waking up feeling more tired than when I went to sleep x2 I’m waking up hung over again And it’s easy to see that everything has changed in a weekend Don’t blame me, don’t blame me, oh yes blame me My pride is taking over again Just a test of my faith, there will be no need to worry But deep inside, deep inside, I’m burning alive
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Your Love 04:28
Tuesday Night, and I am lost in your eyes again It always feels like were getting trapped and neither wins I try to fight, try to keep my mind from slippin It always feels like I felt a breeze but there's no wind But then I re... But then I re... Then I recall your love Then I recall your love Friday Night and I am stumbling home again It always feels like I'm getting lost out on the weekend I try to stay, to stay in line but I can't help it It always feels like there's something broke that I fix But then I re... But then I re... Then I recall your love Then I recall your love And now I'm finding myself taking walks at night Hoping I'll see you Dreaming of those long locks so much, so much that I sing you In my head, your in my head so much So much that it makes me sing you Your in my head, in my head so much So much that it makes me hate you But then I re... x4 Then I recall your love x4

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released March 29, 2016

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