My Usually

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Waking up feeling more tired than when I went to sleep
Is this turning into my usually?
Brush my teeth, make my bed, fix my hair and let the routine
Fill me up to block out the anxiety

But then on my side, take a look at me
When everyone still acts like they are just 17
I don’t play that league, but somehow I’m still earning trophies

I’m waking up hung over again
And it’s easy to see that everything has changed in a weekend
Don’t blame me, don’t blame me, oh yes blame me
My pride is taking over again
Just a test of my faith, there will be no need to worry
But deep inside, deep inside, I’m burning alive

Taking walks by myself try and work through these battle scenes
Directed by my insecurity and stupidity
I tell myself “wait it out” there really is not one thing
That I won’t put off ‘til the morning, I’m so damn good at avoiding

What’s really going on, in this life of mine
I’ll put off answering that for just the millionth time
It’s not hard to find, an excuse to go and self-destruct tonight

I’m waking up hung over again
And it’s easy to see that everything has changed in a weekend
Don’t blame me, don’t blame me, oh yes blame me
My pride is taking over again
Just a test of my faith, there will be no need to worry
But deep inside, deep inside, I’m burning alive

And now I’m feeling lost and alone, can’t make it on my own
All I need is someone by my side to help me through the night

Waking up feeling more tired than when I went to sleep x2

I’m waking up hung over again
And it’s easy to see that everything has changed in a weekend
Don’t blame me, don’t blame me, oh yes blame me
My pride is taking over again
Just a test of my faith, there will be no need to worry
But deep inside, deep inside, I’m burning alive

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from My Usually EP, released March 29, 2016

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